my room had been clean up

Bookcase that i had been cleaned... before that i need 1 more chair to place those things. yet, now noneed it already^^ .

this is my table, with new cpu ^^ wakaka.. and the table is free of rubbish papers..
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holiday holiday

yes~! during study week need holiday. but reach holiday nothing suitable me to do. what can i do?? wish all PMR and SPM taker get good result.

2 More to GO

Left 2 papers, which are BF and LC.. Nice.. LCBF. Today then i know that the game "天书online" are so easy to play, yet it need some concentration on when those pet fighting, if not all die... cause i open 3 character which are easier to leveling. http:\\ts.runup.com.my\ ... VERY FUN. I play it from the morning until everning.

Next, as usual i went to visit grandma. Grandma still keep argue to want to seek die...Then next station are 1U. Those HK food are so nice.. and finally i met a !@#$%^& i don't why i so angry of her and them. IT is i did it myself to let them scold me. I join the society with the purpose to help them. But, i just got an ideal of an event. but not yet complete with those problem that would be occur. Then the time limit just left half year, how could it be done inside half year without people's participation since the place is going to be shut down. F!@# Then end up the meeting by just scolding me.. YES, i didn't prepare well done proposal is my falt. Since you know that, why still want to throw me out? These suck thing is arond my head and i'll cant be forget FOREVER.

Then gone to Starbuck. Why other people can dating and noneed to worry of their works? studies and so on? And i have to sit there and reading the LC.. why why why and my result are SuckS then all others. What these word are? why i have to keep complaint these thing?? why my classmate they all saparated me aside? Most trusted friend also gone. ok. May be is my atitude, why can told me or respect mine? Let me think too much will become more enermy... DONE. Won't win able game. JUST last hope > end this game (death) or (my life will become like a machine, no relationship with others human)

Sickness Evironment

Last weekend, i went to Alpha angle with friend to buy uniform for future graduation usage. But, it doesn't sold there. So, almost all of the time just spent on him to buy his things. Wait for a long long everning, finally can have my lunch on 3pm... there are 2 choice, which are tepanyaki and KFC. What i usually have my tepanyaki is at sg wang. So, i choose to have KFC there. Second day, End up with.. high Fever, 38.5'F, cought, flu...and so on. But, at the moment i have to went to tien hou gong to pray. then came home start SICK... This sick took me 3 days to recover. ...3 days...
Today, went to school. I saw.. lot of masks.. AS students almost 70% wearing mask because of sickness. i don't wish to use it althought i still coughing, because if i flu the gems still want me to suck it BACK?? ridiculus... if i got no problem, then i'll wear to prevent thems..

farewell Mr A

Why just the sun cant laught a bit? let my cloths dry earlier. the sun is so down today. in the afternoon i need to go to PJ camps, just because of the dinner i been organize. This is just because i had ACCIDENTALLY said to have this dinner, therefore i have to do it. This times very worst, called and told so many people who related to him, but just turn up 4 only. Due to the courses we had to busy on coming exam. EXAM is so importance to us, once we failed to get nice result, we cant be accepted in the society. YEAH, but i been failing these days, what shall i care? Why shall i still study when i know i still a failed people? i just know i have to fulfill my quest that i been born to this world, i need to be continue my life althought is not my choice? i dunno what is CHoice. Thats worst. all got thing to do. but 1 reason is memang salah is stomach pain... Dun care alot, end up with 5 people in this trip. No i deal, i dint bring it serious , so come to an end with 5 only. i was think to cancel, but i have to do this.

After i reach the station i need to walk to my campus which i use to be. suddently come a people, and say " i not bad guy, i just out of jail. i now got no money to go home, my home at wangsa maju. can borrow me some money?" "i from sg buluh jail". i have ask how come u can come from sg buluh till here but not terus go home? "my family at ipoh". sweat la. if it is true, then i can help la. to wangsa maju 5 riggit is enought right? why outside is so terrible, really in malaysia no people is so good to help each other? really care of the value of money? yes. even a children a day nows also know how to cheat. is this the life we want? or the life with peace where by u can open ur gate widely everyday? I BEEN CHEATED...

We a gang of peoples, really no people has a main idea that where we can go to have our dinner, where to do our thing. is this a good human thinking? some time really need a people who are not so ambiguose to make dicision. aik, we been to "bull car water" to have our dinner. is a western food, i dint like to have western food, but ran so fast to eat char kue tiow? doesnt make sence. i wont argue anything. .
humanity... theory of lao zi cant be applied in this world now..

What do you foresee?

Parent: Ah Beng, you should study clever clever. So, you got a bright future. Got a good job, good car, good working partners, good house, and good housewive.
Ah Beng: Why, shall i study so hard? Do you ever heard a student came from a rich background need to study so hard? Got a good job, good car, good working partners, good house, and good housewive.
Parent: You also said, they came from rich background. Look, what you have? You have roti canai as breakfast, nasi lemak as lunch, even bread as dinner. You shall thanks us that you still can alive now.
Ah Beng: ....


i'm study in UTAR with course Acturial Science. Do i have a future that i can be an Acturiary?Look at my english writing, performance, between friends... 3 friends of mine did "look" their future, and pursue me to go togather. But, 3 times i gave a same reaction. I know myself, i can say many people know this name of mine. But, 99% of them for sure they won't know more.


something correct , something not....... future thing wait future know. what shall i do now? continue walk.